A Shimmering Star......

It was a shimmering star

fallen from the sky

I kept looking on through

days and night everyday

I met her on the way

still remember the times

I spent with her

kidding like a brother

caring like a friend

loving more than a lover

dreaming about the horizon

wishing to go there one day

I made a place for her

in my small trembling heart

suddenly......

I felt empty in my heart

because she had left me

even without saying

I held back my tears

kept a smile over face

never went searching her

never asked her why

because she was a star

and I realized it

stars belong to the sky

my heart never does

but it knows that

there she's always

even I'm seeing it

far away standing from her

at last...I died innocently

without saying anyone

I'm sorry, we couldn't make it

horizon...it's still a dream

for you...but not for me

I'm here indeed

wish you would come here

want to say I love you

that I couldn't say you

ever never in my life......

~blackpearl~

I was dead......

I was no more there

feeling the cold

shivering and paining...

my heart was still strong

as it was earlier

tried smiling, but couldn't

no tears to cry even

tried remembering...

who I was, what I did

it was blacked-out

thought it was nightmare...

but it wasn't, because

everyone wished

sweet dreams, good night!

tried speaking to all

but, no one ever listened

so...started writing the story

I told them...be cool

don't think too much

hold the tears back

be happy...smile always!

I knew they didn't care

but, I was their friend

I loved them, cared them

didn't hope anything back...

I stopped writing

they had no time

for a boring story...

they didn't see me

but still I'm seeing them

still feeling them

but they didn't feel me

I'm caring and loving them

but they didn't

because....

I was already gone

I was dead...!

~blackpearl~